This is not what I had asked for, this is not what I was expecting.
But I guess this is a cost I got to pay for the stand I'm taking for my faith. I will be entering into a new chapter of life that I strongly believe is ordained by God. But my parents are not supportive of it as is in their eyes, I'm doing the most horrible thing of marrying a born again believer. I understand their views and fully respect. But I know I have to take this plunge.

I'm a bundle of nerves right now; totally stressed out. But I keep reminding myself that God is in control and that He will change my parents' hearts around.

I really hope my dad will walk me down the aisle :'(

the count down has already begun.... and I have mixed feelings about it.